Sins and tragedies

2012-01-24T04:44:00.000-08:00

I'm not a smart man... but I know what love is.

2011-12-09T09:03:00.000-08:00

We don't need to be heroes or villains to have masks on..In fact, in life, with the different people we encounter, we have different aspects of ourselves, of our good and bad nature, that we bring out for whatever suits better the current need. Some have masks, others have just multilayer personalities. Some lie about what /who they are, while others decide to peel every layer off and show themselves raw and naked... i put on my imaginary mask everywhere i go for now and no one knows what lies behind that mask.

the truth is i still think about you :/

2011-11-25T04:50:00.000-08:00

Basic principles of love... there are none. You know what it's like getting up every morning feeling hopeless, feeling like the love of your life is waking up with the wrong man? But, at the same time, hoping that she still finds happiness, even if it's never going to be with you? the thoughts of it could kill me. the only thing i can afford to do is pray.Because thats what people do... they leap and hope to God they can fly! Because otherwise, we just drop like a rock... wondering the whole way down. And there's only one person that makes me feel like I can fly... That's you. nieya

2011-11-07T04:37:00.000-08:00

Whats wrong with me?! i just realised that ive been neglecting,im working on myself buti need guidance. im scared of the future. whats gonna happen to me? but one thing for sure that will never change.

"hampa terasa bila ku tanpamu
hidupku terasa mati jika ku tak bersamamu
hanya dirimu satu yang aku inginkan
ku bersumpah sampai mati hanyalah dirimu (hanyalah dirimu)

atas restu Allah ku ingin milikimu
ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku
restu Allah ku mencintai dirimu" - Pasha feat Rossa

2011-11-05T13:31:00.000-07:00

I can feel the raindrops slowly falling, but im still cant be bothered to close the windows.Dear god come and save me, cause I'm drowning in pain.. now I'm still hurt,it's my mistake, I should have known right away, I put her first, I thought she'd stay, but she couldn't weather the storm so she left me the rain..

2011-10-15T11:30:00.000-07:00

"After all the thousand times i told you i love you,how could you let one word break your faith in me?"

2011-09-22T11:15:00.000-07:00

I'm losing hopes.I'm losing myself. dear god, give me strength!!!

2011-09-04T12:40:00.001-07:00

I've loved people before and they went away. So a long time ago I made a decision that I wasn't gonna need anybody anymore. I wasted most of my life that way. And I know I'm late and I know I don't deserve it, I need you… I love you

2011-08-22T06:06:00.000-07:00

They said time will heal all wounds,but idk what happened time destroyed me even deeper

2011-08-07T00:28:00.000-07:00

I want to get hurt, i want to get injured enough to wind up in hospital.No,maybe just wind up in hospital for no apparent reason.this is just to see if anyone would come to make sure im okay.I;d pretend to be sleeping or dying so in any case if anyone did come ,they would sit at the edge of my bed prolly crying and telling me everything.i want to hear everything they thought of me,how they really feel,if they're sorry for anything.i just want to know the truth.and i want to know who truly cares about me.

2011-08-01T06:11:00.000-07:00

We don't need to be heroes or villains to have masks on..In fact, in life, with the different people we encounter, we have different aspects of ourselves, of our good and bad nature, that we bring out for whatever suits better the current need. Some have masks, others have just multi-layered personalities. Some lie about what /who they are, while others decide to peel every layer off and show themselves raw and naked... i put on my imaginary mask everywhere i go for now and no one knows what lies behind that mask.....

2011-07-07T11:28:00.000-07:00

Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion what'soever, so Don't ask me why I have no love for any other women.

I've got a hole in my heart

2011-02-02T10:06:00.000-08:00

I dont know what im running away from.but i do realised that i am running away from reality.In this world,theres only two choices,you either full of love or full of fear. after what ive been trough honestly im totally full of fear.i gave it all but its all been thrown to the trash just like that.ive learned my lesson,not to love someone too much. i never will trust me.Sleepless nights have caused me bad. coudlnt think straight.all i ever think about is you.i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me really.So what am i suppose to do now when im all choked up and youre doing fine? the things you said to me revolves in my mind. and it still affects me till this day. i woke up everyday telling myself im not a good guy.you took the easy way out of the relationship well i have no say and im not gonna judge.excuses after excuses i knew it all along and i thought that youre gonna tell me the truth but no.you ran.i told you what ive been through,you said it was all a lie and none of your concern.then tell me why the fuck i dream about you every fucking day? can i create or plot a dream when im asleep?

you took it seriously about something i didnt even mean to do.and i wasnt given the chance to explain.i dont deserve this from you and maybe you realise this. if you dont then im sorry youre one heartless creature.. right now i dont even know if you still remember me or even my name.

Its been more than a year,but im still here,cant forgive myself. im still trying to run but all the roads that i went through leads me back to you. sad huh.the damage has been done, i cant turn back time. i dont know how long ill be in this pain. ive lost myself within myself.get it?
you like to talk but u cant walk the talk.i tried to hate you but its not working.binget pe aku -.-"

2010-08-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

♥They say that time heals all wounds but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you.

2010-03-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

i feel my wings have broken
in your hands
i feel the words unspoken
inside
when they pull you under
and i would give you any thing you want, no
you were all i wanted
all my dreams are fallin' down
crawlin' round .somebody save me
and two warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i don't care how you do it
just stay, stay
come on
i've been waiting for you.just stay here with me
i've made this whole world shine for you.

PS: God knows what im going through.Dear god.forgive her and her sins

2010-02-27T23:34:00.000-08:00

This one is for you (:
K.whatever.
And You just blurt this bezerk and bizarre shit that works
And it sells and it helps in its self
To relieve all this tension dispensing me
Sentence is getting it, stress has been eating me recently
All through this chest and I rest to get peacefully
But at least have the decency in you to leave me alone
When you freaks see me out in the streets when im with my date
To not come and speak to me . i dont know you anymore. when u freaks wanna get involve i can be a prick when my temper trips.there will be no patience in me and if u offend me ill crush you. file me a lawsuit fuck (: i fucking know you

2010-02-24T23:11:00.000-08:00

"Contact saying that you are the rain on their parade"
ohwell after all this while i found out its just all lies and playing pretend.
cant believe its a perfect denial to everything. false pretence.
Thank you so much. now i am the villain to all this shits.its ok ill live

2010-02-16T08:22:00.000-08:00

" And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

2010-02-16T06:32:00.000-08:00

2010-02-14T23:24:00.000-08:00

Remember this…

The grass is not greener on the other side..
Its greener were u water it. thats why the heart was made to be broken.

2010-02-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

"You dont marry someone you can live with.You marry the person you cant live without"

After so long i finally get to watch this show. its a great show with lots of learning points.
awww :(

Ps; I love you

2010-02-10T06:37:00.000-08:00

Yeahh its true.i never believed knowing someone for so long to be their good friend. i can know a person for a million years but whats the point is he or she doesnt even know a shit about me? get it? its better for me to know someone who can accept me inside out.

2010-01-13T06:01:00.000-08:00

"No man dies for what he knows to be true. Men die for what they want to be true,for what some terror in their hearts tells them is not true "

I,Nazri fight for what i believe in. NO ONE can stop me please believe

2010-01-10T05:21:00.001-08:00

I cant believe that i watch this show on disney channel just now! haha just because of selena gomez ah hahha but the show isnt too badd after all! haha damn she's soooo gorgeous! again! sooo gorgeous!
papa, can i fly to her country and go get her? :p

2010-01-06T08:46:00.000-08:00

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

2010-01-04T23:18:00.001-08:00

No one knows me, but they know my name
That's not Real to Me.
Another country but they start to look the same
That's not real to me
A dangerous time to let your head make up it own mind,
Got me thinking that the spirits flown,
That's not real to me
When all the madness has been and gone,
I raise my family and live in peace,
Now that's what's real to me

2009-12-29T09:21:00.000-08:00

They met for the first time and the guy looks at her and thinks she deserve happiness more than anyone else.after reading her thoughts abt how she felt he took it as a motivation till today and prolly thinks that god sent him to her.

The guy and the girl kissed at the end of their second date.The girl got to sit down with her bestfriends telling how finally he said the "L" word.the guy walked to the cookie shop around the corner before they met to buy her favourite cookies.they got together. Good laughs,Good days and good nights.he promised to keep her safe from all evils and obscenes and promised to be her strengh he will give her hopes and keep her faith when its gone. till one day a great hurricane kicked in and stop them. he never thought it could end this way. he knows sorry just wouldnt do it.her heart is oblirated and he's traveling through it. she used to care. she used to share. he really wants to give her what she deserve but the bad takes away the good. she said if its not meant to be then it wont be.the guy could just dazed away when they met for maybe the last time she explained that she wants to get herself fixed up.the fact that he wanted to say alot of things but the pain took the best of him and sealed his lips from saying anything.though he just wants to sing her the song "this i promise you" but he couldnt find the courage. to him that would ease him up.

He said "she's been gone for too long its been too many days umpteen hours" when they met for that day they just never looked up so that their eyes could make contact and light the spark that would bring all the rest.and now when he close his eyes at night the flashback starts all he could do is just break down and cry ....now he doesnt know if his love story ends here with his sweet princess. and if he ever get to meet her he'll say " Its a love story,baby. just say yes"

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." ~ Dr. Seuss

" I cant fall asleep" ~ Nazz

2009-12-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

Look at this gorgeous women and who do you think she kinda look like?

2009-12-22T08:29:00.000-08:00

Everyone tells me to listen to my heart ;
But what happens when even my heart doesnt know the answer?

Ps: heavy nicotine intake.

2009-12-22T06:01:00.000-08:00

Nazz says"Meu todavia amor teu"

Agradais retorno

2009-12-18T22:46:00.000-08:00

2009-12-08T01:23:00.000-08:00

"Somehow the sun keep shining upon you while i struggle to get mine"

2009-12-07T04:56:00.000-08:00

After hearing this from anonymus .Man this had to come out but Woah im sick of EGOISTICWOMEN ok. if whoever reads this and gets offended so be it. i couldnt give a shit la eh pls. they fcuking whine abt guys and their ego.being unfaithful and stuff. but do they even realise that their EGO take control of themselves? they complain abt this and that. bitch abt the fact that good guys are like kryptonites. never even appreciate guys who really care and love for them but yeah bitching that other guys are much better and stuff. women hates it when man compare them to other women but the fact that they DO COMPARE GUYS with the others WTF?!.wake the fuck up. do you women even realise that the world has gone upside down? have a good look in the mirror pls then decide whether you deserve the guy with no flaws (: ponder till u die. god damn ridicilouos be appreaciative for once can?

And oh my god why is this day effecting me?

2009-11-26T09:04:00.001-08:00

Okay today was the last day of school. officially ends. will come back on feb 2010 for graduation and by then ill make sure ill have my god damn bike parked next to man and sazli. and the final test just now was tough cause i didnt bother studying idk why.who cares im not gonna make it to poly after knowing my GPA. fuck it im done

You know where to find me

2009-11-22T23:43:00.000-08:00

Dan...
Bila esok datang kembali
Seperti sedia kala dimana kau bisa bercanda

Lupakanlah/caci maki saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala

2009-11-21T07:02:00.000-08:00

Sudah la Rossa.kamu jadi pacarku sudah okeh?

2009-11-20T10:12:00.000-08:00

Should i stay or should i just walk away? :(((

I never want this to happen... never. :(( GOD SAVE ME!

2009-11-18T07:15:00.000-08:00

"Selfdestruct"
I just did a damage to the precious and myself.i dont know if i can make it right after this.Right now im just gonna disappear not run. cause im not a pussy. ill just disappear (:

*banyak orang menanam pulut,saya seorang menanam padi. banyak lah orang karam dilaut,saya seorang karam di hati

2009-11-13T10:22:00.000-08:00

Its 3am in the morning....

" When i get what i want but not what i need, when i feel so tired but i cant sleep Stuck in reverse,high above or down below.but if i never try ill never know"

Ps: its raining here without you

2009-11-11T08:01:00.001-08:00

So im done with school. just have to comeback on the 18th for CPTC graduation which i dont even feel like going.idk why everyones so excited going YAY here and there.then on the 26th for the final test. then thats it! finally free. i dont wanna look back to those days anymore cause i have dream to fulfill.cause the last few parts of my second year was fucked. dont wanna talk abt it.im not gonna "aww i miss that day aww i miss this room". shake off the damn drama.ive learnt so much frm ITE the atmosphere and shits.the circle of friends the way ppl lead their life and carry themselves. those "wanna-bes" and freeloaders etc. No more "advising talks" or "hey come to school" cause no use im not gonna do all that anymore.and parts knowing who are the real friends and who are your actual foes.atleast i know what im going through and i cant understand why ive been questioned with smth im not involved with. it pisses me off actually, goodness what have i got myself into? hang in there nazz

Anyway what i wrote is my opinion so readers if you cant take it and feel unhappy abt it u can jolly well FO (: i dont give a shit.

2009-11-11T07:52:00.000-08:00

" A trouble that cant be named"

2009-11-10T06:38:00.000-08:00

Great song (:

2009-11-06T07:11:00.001-08:00

Ok readers get out as soon as u see this DONT read casue its suppose to be a private post but the pathetic me dont know how to.so SHOO.
Ugh, I miss you.some days I seriously can't deal with it, i probably sound insane.
Whoever said with time, things get better.... they lied, it gets worse
If the world turns, i know we'll find a way... i miss you

2009-11-05T07:01:00.000-08:00

" Am I part of the cure or am i part of the disease?"

2009-11-04T07:36:00.000-08:00

"Confusion never stops, Closing walls and ticking clocks"

2009-10-31T07:04:00.001-07:00

"No rules, No limitations, No boundaries"

2009-10-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

"You ignoramus,But music is reflection of self"

2009-10-28T10:34:00.000-07:00

One word to describe the whole situation....

FUCK! FUCK! OK? FUCK IT !

2009-10-27T08:43:00.000-07:00

A day at EHUB bowling alley......

Not bad huh after so long i havent bowl. haha and shikin need to practice more on msn bowling LOL haha k bye motherfuckers

2009-10-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

Okay finally the tension for my mum and granny vanished when they got the confirmation this morning that they're selected to go the holy city of Mecca. ill pray for their journey to be safe and meaningful and hope that god will bless their journey thru and fro. but my tensions starts i cant imagine waking up in the morning knowing that my mum will be gone for a month! :( :(

this is also a way to make me more independent . god knows

2009-10-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

Kawasaki Kr 150
Honda NSR SP 150
Aprillia RS 125
Husvarqna 150

My Bike wishlist

2009-10-22T09:12:00.000-07:00

Check this out, damn cool

2009-10-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

Every thing's so blurry,And everything is so messed up,And let me know just how you feel.I cannot live at all,My whole world surrounds you,I stumble then I crawl.You could be my someone.You could be my scene,You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene.

Blurry my vision is blurry. school's dead teachers perangai.and where are you? how now?Projects not done then came another project assignment. F*! Something so damn unnecessary starts piling up.

Nobody told me what you thought,Nobody told me what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Told you when to runaway Nobody told you where to hide Nobody told you what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Showed you when to runaway

But this made me smile funny fella aqhari . says:
haha
pape text
bye bye
muahhhh
hugs
xoxo

2009-10-17T10:59:00.000-07:00

Went cycling alone to bedok reservoir just now and u know what? its damn great i thot it will be all shitty cause im alone. but its the best thing ever. minus the part whereby i almost got into and accident by two philipino maids -.-" yeah the whole thing was good. the weather was great the scenery was perfect and its the best way to ease my mind. i should do it more often. sitting alone at home feeling bored and miserable waiting for this and that doesnt earn me anything.

2009-10-12T10:30:00.000-07:00

Although this can be an old song.i love it still my fave.i cant stop watching the video so here it is finally i got it! shikon help la.What a meaningful music video haha and what a beautiful jennifer love hewitt . ENJOY!

Ps: im enrique, you(nieya) jennifer love hewitt ok? hhaha (:

2009-10-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

One of those days when you just lay on bed listening to music and get bored out of your mind. thats what im experiencing for today and yesterday. damn bored and restless and worst part is tmr starts school. arrsseehoolllleee could it be worst?

2009-10-09T09:50:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th Birthday to Princess Nieya! May you suceed in everything you do and live life with an abundance of happiness not forgettin with your loved ones! (:

*Not much pictures taken

2009-10-08T05:25:00.000-07:00

Oh daddy please buy me this bike! :(

2009-10-06T10:11:00.000-07:00

This is one of the reasons why i kept watching the show. its cause of this gorgeous girl ZULAY HENAO. tell me who wouldnt fall for her? anyway the show fighting is damn good i love it haha. okay im done haha im in love with ZULAY lol

2009-10-05T09:16:00.000-07:00

Been busy running here and there.Firstly im damn pissed with the whole situation on sunday but whats done is done whatever. school's starting in a week's time and im not looking forward to it cause is so damn boring. why cant they just gimme the damn cert then i can FO (: from there haha goodness the project isnt necessary at all and i dont think it will turn out well.and idk why im pissed with some people.Cant believe it just cant believe it

So i guess i better chill the whole of this week before the school starts -.-" i swear ive been dreaming of getting out from there. starting to hate it

2009-10-01T10:13:00.001-07:00

Raya at jelapang (: ( not all pics uploaded )

2009-09-30T08:45:00.000-07:00

HAHA! okay Apek got me "bergelek" LOL we went for house visiting to friends . it was a hell of a time. from inside jokes to our dear friend falling backwards (: the time was 12.15am on the 29th of september. i WONT forget. crazy driving to sing-a-long sessions in car. A great day indeed. so here are some of the pictures....

2009-09-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

Give up hope la nazz. Your goddamn mask is falling apart man

2009-09-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

Look at my gorgeous rachel mcadams! tsk i wanna watch time travelers wife la pls :(

2009-09-15T22:27:00.000-07:00

We don't need to be heroes or villains to have masks on..In fact, in life, with the different people we encounter, we have different aspects of ourselves, of our good and bad nature, that we bring out for whatever suits better the current need. Some have masks, others have just multi-layered personalities. Some lie about what /who they are, while others decide to peel every layer off and show themselves raw and naked... i put on my imaginary mask everywhere i go for now and no one knows what lies behind that mask.....

2009-09-14T09:17:00.000-07:00

Blogger is still unstable. -.-" Anyway my sis have been scanning pictures from the past and guess who's that? Its little me! different huh. My family named my fave toy vehicle "Motor Gila" cause ill be riding it so fast and ill modify it myself using clothes peg. my granny knows where to find them when its gone haha she can find them in my car's "trunk". Well they always say pictures paints a thousand words.You can never erase memories cause they will follow you everywhere you go.
When will i get to watch this show? :( i wanna watch it badly! it looks good and ppl tell me its good. and plus the bonus part Rachael Mcadams is starring! beautiful indeed. ohwell akmal suggested me to watch it on my own. Yeah at this moment guess i have to watch it alone.ohwell what if i cry alone in the cinema?

And SORRY TAGGERS i cant reply all of u cause my tagboards error? i cant reply i dont know why and the worst part is i dont know how to fix it. pathetic much?

Ps: if you have to let it go,walk away

2009-09-13T05:51:00.000-07:00

We're slow dancing in a burning room

2009-09-10T05:55:00.000-07:00

Okayy finally blogger is alright now. hell lot of stuffs happened along the way. Graduated from CPTC and now back to school for projects -.-" but its a lil slack now. and anyway i got an A for attachment! haha not bad eh. I was very excited to tell this great news but sigh i dont know la whenever i have a great news it backfired. Might be another hurdle from god tellin me i need to prove im strong.in this holy month of ramadhan things happen for a reason.Im may not be that religious i may not be a poly or jc student or neither can i be a good person but one thing i know i have my life principals and dignity. i got miles and miles to go in life i dont judge i observe. Ive heard that this life is overrated prove me wrong. but i hope it gets better as we go. You cant break my spirit ~enough said

2009-07-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

Be strong baby. After all you've been through something that is much worst. you ARE STRONG you just need a little booster and ill be your booster. certain things happen for a reason. I've seen you grow and changed to a pleasant lady.that was already a big big success pumpkin. so what if they have grudges and taking ppl away from you?.theyre the low life who desperately need attention. dont give up baby. ill stand by you even if the whole world turns itself away from you.so dont turn yourback on your soul and ill take away your pain. ily ~

2009-07-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

Finally im updating my blog. its getting dead anyway i think only a handful reads my blog doesnt matter anyway if i were to update or no. okay im half way through attachment so far im staying focus but feeling the tiredness already. tomorrow is the mid-term test wah best ah -.-"

somedays i feel like shit i dont really know why. its impossible im having PMS hahaha
prolly things cramped up in my head. basically fucked up stuffs that if i were to let it out it will only bring up the negativity.so lets play the game of shut my fucking mouth kay?

dad,i need a holiday! lets hit the plane and go far away

Ps:But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling and I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back.

2009-06-30T09:42:00.000-07:00

Basically the reason of MIA in the cyberworld is that my comp is down. but when i came back it was heartbreaking. how i wish i didnt get the chance to come back here. things that i pretend i dont wanna know came knocking at my door. this is a challenge for me again. and my silence doesnt mean im weak.im giving in cause of someone that is so precious to me.

2009-06-22T07:53:00.000-07:00

Goodness! some crazyass virus is spreading out. everyone's getting a fever,flu,cough etc. and im down with a flu and sore throat -.-" . whats wrong with the world mama?

So far alright just hating the long rides badly.i hate MRT rides but somehow i can atleast smile to myself about the good habit Singaporeans are practising.the habit of giving up their sit for the needy ones.really a big pat on the back to Singaporeans haha.

okay im off for some revisions since theres a weekly test tmr. goodnight world
and ilysvm NURANIAH (:

2009-06-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

Attachment was alright i guess. to think back itll be a great benefit for me eventhough its a "no life" work line. gosh i swear the plants could trash the shit out of marina bay or esplanade. the night view is damn fantastic i swear. i wish i could snap some pictures but its against the law. well i hope 10 weeks gonna fly fast.

2009-06-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

Im Frustrated, why does jealousy existed in the first place? cause jealousy knows no bounds. they can control you and it leads to hatred then evil plans. goodness please la let it go can?
im sick of seeing people being superbly depressed and losing their self-esteem cause of others who tries to bring them down. Lets pray hard for this kind of people.

Kay so far life's not that wonderful,hell lot of things goin on and it keeps on coming!
its okay things happen for a reason ill have to bounce back from where ive fallen.

To think back bout what my dad said..its true ah hahaa the government really got nothing better to do. there goes another lawsuit.

2009-05-31T04:33:00.000-07:00

Emo? maybe i dont know.when things get worst or out of control then ill realise that ive done some damage to others. subconciously i know this may lead to something bad but i dont know why in the blue hell i ignored . IA's selection results is comin real soon and somehow i dont wanna know the results. my mind is in a haywire i need a reflection time i wanna be someone new.... just wait for the new me

*but i wont forgive myself if things dont work out

2009-05-21T07:12:00.001-07:00

First of all MSN is pissing the shit out of me. i cant use it for the past 8 days but it was working yesterday.. but when i signed in just now the stupid message appeared again! wake up your idea la msn! its so damn boring! then now i dont know what tp blog about. ive lost my mood so bye

2009-05-12T06:49:00.000-07:00

Ain't got no time for backstabbers!

Never mind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.Amazing they ungrateful after all the game I gave away..Consider them my protégé, instead of being gracious they violated in a major way.. its okay babe whats goes around comes around (:

2009-05-04T06:50:00.000-07:00

Goodness sake the god damn pressure is coming back. Exams and competing for IA.i hate this uh i swear! and now the whole of singapore is freaked out by the SWINE FLU. schools now need to undergo temperature taking sessions like SARS perios -.-'" assbag I SAY WE WIPE OUT ALL THE PIGS IN THE WORLD! haha then cina cant eat babi lol

Lets talk about this darn ass 's life. ive done my "investigation" and i conclude that this darn ass is a LOSER! hahhaa EMO. cant take setbacks in life.cant take it then go and die uh that simple. and when u cant get what u want u bitch abt it or that someone hahaa what a pussy,call yourself a MAN. JOKE FUCKING JOKE LA YOU hahhahaa i wish i could confront you or give you a lil bit of advise btw im not saying that im perfect but yeah youre living a life of a loser.tryin to hard to be someone. but oh maybe these things happen to you cause of KARMA hmmm maybe just maybe..think about it dickhead i rest my case (:

2009-04-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

Okay i dont know why ive been dreaming bout random stuffs like adrianna lima! ahhaa fuh my god hotstuff. superbly random,she came out of no where but yeah worth the dream LOL.So anyway school was alright,did the distillation unit and it was so damn hot in there like having a sauna! im serious ok. suppose to have nafa test but ended up playing soccer which is a good thing,i have no mood for it. hearing the teacher talkin abt NS makes me feel like shit.tsk

im shitass shagged from idk what. ive been late for classes ALMOST everyday since the school started after holidays.fcuk i just have the feeling my IA's gone again.oh well nazz always fcuk things up eh

and ended the day goin to sempang bedok with the team babi isap pipe hahhaa had dinner , long chats , a few laughs and finally everybody went off. till then...

2009-04-26T01:55:00.000-07:00

First of all the weather's fucking hot, and thats a random picture just to make this post look more presentable. and now lets talk about people,people who cant respect other people and people who deserves to beat up to death.actually im talking about guys here. i still cant understand why they still wanna flirt with a girl that is already attached and when they fucking know the relationship is goin on quite well. fucking low IQ guys do that,why? not enough pussies out there for you? if any of those low IQ guys wanna fuck my relationship up i will fucking kill you! and that depends whether my girl will stand by me.

2009-04-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

Okay heres my update, school's been moderate and the IA evaluation week is over so now they will pick the ones they wanna send out for attachment. i dont wanna put too much hope on it cause once bitten twice is shy.ill just wait and see.

im not feeling to good bout the things thats been happening around me.like the last 2 days theres this super strong wind howling around singapore at night and it scares the shit out of me. A bloody crane can topple imagine how strong the wind is!! my god!.God's sending singapore a message.i dont know about you people but what me and some of my friends think is god's not happy with the idea singapore building the casino,who's fucking idea was it? the first message was lightning striked merlion which it never ever happen before. tsk i just hope god wipe the damn casino down. i dont wanna be the victim of filthy rich peoples selfishness!

So ill be free tommorrow but i dont have any idea what i should do :s
Sunday,ill be celebrating my dad's birthday (:

2009-04-14T07:10:00.000-07:00

Heres the pictures im suppose to post...

My dad asked me to search for the hotel's web

My mum figuring out how to play the game LOL

Somewhere out there

The actual larva(volcano)

My sexy ATV

The Hotsprings

The Potrait

The Lead

Lead too

The Bass

The Rythm

The Band

Sunset out my hotel window

TThis is Singapore!

2009-04-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

Blogger's being a bitch today cause i tried uploading my picture but it didnt appear so i'll update again soon. my blog's dead haha

2009-03-26T01:32:00.000-07:00

Temper...what is temper? its a particular state of mind or feelings or an outburst of anger. so why people cant control their temper? its because someone has just outburst that particular's persons limit ,thats when temper comes,not all the time. if someone has a bad temper in their everyday life,he/she is definitely insane. im not denying the fact that every single human being have their own temper. and also not everyone can control their temper that easily.not that simple actually.even some people need go for anger management classes so they can control thier temper. im done talking here

2009-03-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

Watched Street Fighter: The Legend Of Chun Li with babylove. and the show was better then expected actually just that lack of characters. they only feature Bison,Chun Li , Ken, Vega thats all i think? No RYU sia wth. KEN is so kental hahaa. and one thing to complain about... why does the FKT man keep running away? now the new auntie who fries it doesnt taste as good in fact suck. oh well then i had to accompy my PRINCESS to buy her make up stuff -.-"

Okay school holidays started and all i did for the past 2 days was.. movie marathon! haha shiok ah. watched Departed then Oceans 11,12 tmr will be 13! anyway tampines will be opening our 3rd mall that is Tampines 1. weird name tho but still its damn nice hhaa as usual people frm PASIR RIS.BEDOK and SIMEI will come to tampines for shopping cause either they dont have malls or their malls dead :p kan baby kan kan kan? so im waiting for tampines 1 to open haha ok im done!

2009-03-16T05:00:00.000-07:00

Hello readers. I know that you will say that Nazz's girlfriend is such a busybody right, updating Nazz's blog. Especially si Akmal gemok tu *rolls eyes* But anyway, Nazz is sick right now, that's why he's not updating his blog, despite being lazzzzyy. Yahhh. Its none of your business if hes sick or what lah, but as a human, all of us obviously is not heartless. So, lets pray for the best for him and let all the suckers who have caused him pain for 3years plus, PERISH. Get well soon kay, dear. Love love you.

2009-03-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

I love this picture.haha natural background eh no edits hahha selekeh nazz ah.okay term break's coming soon shiokness haha i planned to do some training to get myself fit.tsk i hate the fact that im gaining weight or smth -.-" blame my bloody training sessions from the past years uh.jubo. the coming week is gonna be a lil hectic due to phase test and tests.

these few days have been a rainy day which is shiok abes haha i overslept for the whole of las week can u believe it? oh my whats the adult life gonna be like?

2009-03-01T03:12:00.000-08:00

A fucking boring weekend indeed. really no life.my dad was busy with work,mum and granny had to go out for some lessons.i had to rot at home lazing around lookin for smth to do.nothing on tv no nice dvd.nothing interesting online.TSK! i rather go to sch man. god! im so fucking bored!!!!

2009-02-25T05:15:00.000-08:00

I was busy starting up the deprop simulator and when i was abt to key in the output... this is what i saw on my keyboard -.-" some no life joker rearrange the keypads.tsk if wanna know how you compare your keyboard and those pictures above haha crazy okay im done

2009-02-19T23:32:00.000-08:00

I came across this blog i wont mention his/her name or whatsoever.i was like AHAHAHA!! fuck lame la this joker. talking abt religion politics and wars trying to be patriotic idiot. passing around message about Islam and i wonder whether he or she even prayed. i saw one of the pics which is quite obscene is that ISLAM? Islam doesnt teach any obscenities. fuck off la i think youre the one who needs a religious teacher to guide you through life. damn i cant stop laughing! HAHAHHAHHAAAAAAAHHAHAHHAHHAAHHA

2009-02-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

I was just browsing through my old pictures and I suddenly miss my old hairstyle. i think its just nice and kinda neat but the one up there is too short a lil longer will be nice.so yeah next haircut will be this! confirm.and know what? I WANT A HOLIDAY RIGHT NOW but its impossible cause everyone's busy. i just to be away from this insane life and chill. i want to have my water sports! PAPA JETSKI PLEASE! :( and parasailing! Lets go to a place far far away. that will be the best remedy. Anyway theres lots of stuffs to do like projects -.-" two assignment one shot and INDIVIDUAL lagi. and one very lucky thing happened just now, the Gas Absorber Rig broke down and phase test was canceled! fuh shiok.

2009-02-03T04:16:00.000-08:00

The Star of the day

Us,the birthday boys

2009-01-30T04:50:00.000-08:00

A Temper Of Mine Kills

Its getting out of control.i dont know whether it is me.i dont feel a thing when i gave a hard hit on something. shocking really.yesterday was the day i got so damn fucking pissed.and thats why the ugly side of nazz is finally out.and mind you thats just a lil bit.i couldnt control myself,its like a volcano eruption.

Turning a year older maybe things will get better. ~ enough said

2009-01-28T04:22:00.000-08:00

I dont know why im posting this.but yeah since nothings better left unsaid..ive never been so patient in my life for a bad attitude guy like me who couldnt give a fuck about others.still waiting and waiting for things to be back to normal.the thing is will it be back to normal? or rest assured things will be better but not like before. theres so damn many questions revolves in my head but i cant seem to find the answers.and all i get is " i dont know" for an answer.what am i suppose to do huh? you tell me.. everyday my confusion grows there's no guidance.im not asking for much really.im almost half a broken man already i think.

*Lari lari lari engkau tinggalkan semua ini untuk mencari ketenangan diri.keluhan hatiku tak siapa pun tahu ku simpan semua sebak di dada biar pun ku terluka.lafasan kata dari bibir adakah ia dari hati? pernahkah kau peduli sedihnya diriku ini..Istana jiwaku goyang roboh dan tumbang.Garangku terbang melayang,Terbongkangku terbang kau terhoyong-hayang,Tak pandang belakang.Terkankang gilaku tak diundang akuu rapuh semua tak bertiang Janjiku kini kan bertulang..

2009-01-16T05:44:00.000-08:00

We,the N level peeps have proved that we can study too despite us being rebelious and stuff. from left, Safuwan in some course at College East, Roy, i dont wanna talk abt it but i do hope he'll come back to who he was. myself,in CHEMICAL PROCESS TECHNOLOGY in College East too and Apek(Aqhari) just finished his Os and deciding to which poly/Ite he going to,and finally Hykel who finally had his dream came true passed his Os and going to poly. Life is still a long way babe.we will succeed if we plan to succeed.

So i overslept just now for some team building at pasir ris park.i was too tired and stuff really i cant even open my eyes this morning when akmal called me..my new class is fun! but i somehow miss L class.its ok i still have to go on with my year 2 with a not bad average Gpa point still can be improved. i wanna go POLY!!

I miss her, i miss her laugh,i miss her rantings,i miss her endless talking(in a good way),i miss her singing, i miss her telling me she misses me. i miss her caring abt me,i miss her pretty face,i miss the way she reacts when i pamper her. but there's no point im saying all this. everyday my confusion grows i wont tell her that cause it will piss her off. she doesnt care. i see a different her.

2009-01-09T05:48:00.000-08:00

My favourite hollywood star! haha KATE BECKINSALE. theres the new underworld coming up soon and im sure to watch it laa.im melting! haha. A very hot vampire/beast indeed (: i watched her underwold show from the first so i cant miss thise one! LETS ATTACK THE CINEMAS on the 5th of feb for Underworld : Rise Of The Lycans.

Just another crazy ass japanese game show! haha theyre so creative

BINOCULAR SOCCER! HAHA

2009-01-05T04:21:00.000-08:00

My princess is really ill :( lets pray for her so that she'll be at her best health again.im really really mad to the point whereby if i get sight at this someone ill kill this jubo. im doing my best to get things right and just let nieya live her life just like other girls i dont have the heart to see you suffer in silence.i wont give up, this is my promise to you.i wont give up till the jubo fall and surrender.

First day of school was alright but the classmates are a little ehem ah.ohwell its ok i wanna buck up im doin kinda well. all the best to me for 2009!

2009-01-01T02:54:00.001-08:00

hanya kau yang mampu - aizat

Ku cuba redakan relung hati Bayangamu yg berlalu pergi Terlukis di dalam kenangan Bebas bermain di hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu Cerita tentang kau dan aku Kini tinggal hanya kenangan Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu Cerita tentang kau dan aku Kini tinggal hanya kenangan Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi [ Hanya Kau Yang Mampu lyric found on www.lirik.tv ] Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo….. Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo….. Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku Oooooooooo….

2008-12-31T03:10:00.000-08:00

Changi Beach pictures are up...

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!

2008-12-27T08:01:00.001-08:00

Went to bugis with pumpkin to hunt for her skirts.Along the way she couldnt stop talking laa haha but who cares i love it.no more then 15mins we left bugis street cause its too stuffy and both of us cant stand it.both of us got a lil hungry and she got herself fries and i had my mcflurry.hoho cravings.straight down to Ehub for Gelare of all places Ehub eh its okay la atleast its being a little useful. i was soo hngry that i almost ordered the pasta there luckily my dearest pumpkin saw PORK RIBS in the menu siala i was like CB! hahaa oh well ordered the two scoop waffle ice cream it was DARN good kan baby kan kan kan? it was more of EATING DAY then SHOPPING ! (: ok next date where to?